Sunday, July 17, 2011

and sometimes this happens...

I slept with a 18 year old. I am 24. 
now that that's outta the way...  
he is my brother-in-laws little brother.
and have I mentioned I might have a crush on him? ya, this is messed up. 
p.s.s. he is avoiding me. 
wow my life is great, hows yours? if its shitty mine probably will make you feel better. 

I feel like this whole situation is justifiable because I have thought he was a babe since we've met. so maybe not justifiable but molesterish.  I'm so twisted! I think you could gather from all my blogs that I am fickle and its not that I really like him and I just cant understand why he doesn't like me? now, I'm crazy. I am wasting my time thinking about why an 18 year old doesn't like me when I should be thinking about how to mend the Alaskan man relationship... which is bad too. I am pretty sure that he has a crush on an 18 year old too, Danielle, whom is foul looking (to but it mildly).
She became interested in him through facebook and he started to like her, stopped everything with me to only get rejected by her. so naturally he came back to me... how am I involved in this sick facebook romance? ya, again, if you are feeling bad about your life please compare it to mine. 

oh, to help me get over my crush on the child I slept with someone else. his name hasn't been mentioned on here before so I will just keep it that way. lets just say it didn't work and now I am deeming myself a whore. no, no, a heartless whore. I mean heaven forbid Lucas talk to another woman while I'm out laying on top of 18 year olds and no namers

i am sure i could write more but i am too tired.