Wednesday, September 22, 2010

what you need is what you haven't found



This is the first of many journal entries here on this new blog of mine. I am going to write my thoughts, desires, mistakes, wishes and pretty much just confide in you, whoever you might be.
My mom had gastric bypass a little over a year ago. Along with losing a significant about of weight she also lost her tact. She now says really inappropriate things towards my sister and myself. I plan on posting those as they come... 

Odd and not so fun things happen to me daily so i will for sure fill you in on those as the weeks pass. 

About two days ago I decided to do some cleaning up of my phone numbers. As I scrolled through my phone I deleted all the men off my "avoid" list, men I hadn't talk to in a while and girls that I just could care less if there name graced my phone list.  Come to find out, that was pointless. 48 hours from when I removed the numbers from my phone, all but 1 of those deleted numbers contacted me. This could have been dangerous because I had a potential stalker who contacted me a least once a day for the first 2 weeks we knew each other, found out where I lived from a friend and staged "casual" run in at the gym. I knew not to respond to that unknown number for one reason, he  asks me the same question every damn time he text me. "Wanna go see a movie?" Hmmm, hell no! If I didn't say yes the first time, chances are the 20th time I wont want to go either.
You're probably wondering what my "avoid" list is and I am ashamed to admit if you are a man and you have chapped my ass more than once you get on the list. Sometimes I change it to the, "f*** ass" or" asshole so and so". A lot of the time I make a rhyme out of their name. Lets say your name is Nigel and you freaked the fuck outta me I would list you as "Never talk to Nigel" or "Never get a hint Nigel" this also makes things fun because its like a new person texting you every time!